Wishing on a star...

Sometimes I really want to see a shooting star in the middle of the night making it's way through the dark blue shadows of the sky...It's not that I belive in wishes or anything like that..Sometimes I think that all those birthday candle wishes,shooting stars and the rest are nothing but a fraud(I'm not thinking,I'm sure about that)

And sometimes I wish that they actually worked...I know it's silly to belive in such things but at some point when you've lost your hope it's like those things have magic in them...I used to think about that when I was a little child but sometimes,I catch myself thinking about these things again and wondering "what if they are real if you believe and show faith in them??"And then I remember my last years birthday wish,which didn't work unfortunately...So,I get back to my real self and try to convince everyone else that they don't work the way they are supposed to...

So tonight,is one of the nights that I wish for a change...I don't know what I'm wishing for...I feel so confused...And I should be happy(?) because I've almost became yours again..But it's almost...And it's propably going to be like that...But I hate that "almost" word...

Anyway,today I'm a little bit "black"...It's your celebration today,and it's the first year we are without you...How I wish you were here..but you're gone..now and forever...it's been eight months without you..
Take care grandpa...I'm thinking about you,be sure about that....:(

Some of the best things in life...

~> Warm showers on a cold day...(especially now that it's winter I can't get in the shower withou hot water)

~> Knowing that everything is going to be ok...(everything will be ok in the end,if it's not ok then it's not the end)

~> Falling asleep to the rain...(I've written a thousand times about that...The sound of the rain is the best lullaby after a long day)

~> Being trusted by a secret..(it means that someone actually thinks you are worth his/her trust)

~> The moment you put your head underwater a hot day...(when the sun is bright during summer it's amazing to put your head under a tap or even better to dive into the blue sea)

~> When you wake up and your hair is perfect...(oh how I wish I had less Bad Hair Days)

~> Feeling pretty...(no explanation needed)

~> Laughing so much it hurts...(the best pain you can offer your friends is the one of laughter)

~> Late summer nights oon the beach...(with a good guitar player,a fire in the sand and the peaceful sound of the waves)

~> Being able to be yourself and know you are not getting judged...(don't be afraid to be yourself,there's only one of you so you're special)

~> Showing your brightest and warm smile...(because being happy doesn't mean that everything's perfect,it means that you decided to look beyond the imperfections)

All yours...<3

Dancing in the air!!!

I just LOVE this song...The first time I heard it,it was in season 3 of a greek tv-series(one of the best ones actually) named Singles...But that's not the reason why I decided to write this post...The actual reason is because yesterday I (finally) found the place where I'm going to take dance classes!!!!!!!!!

I'm just sooooooooooo excited!!!I don't know why,as I've always been mixing my life with dancing..I guess it's because it's going to be a whole new experience...you know,new faces,new dance instuctors,new moves...I love dancing...

Well,the only bad thing is that it's only once a week and it's close to the centre of Heraklion so I may have some problems with going there...Well,anyway I don't mind...The only thing I know is that I can't wait until next Thursday..Then,I'm going to take my first latin class for this year!!!

My feet are ready to get into the rather uncomfortable but beautiful latin shoes and start making turns and dancing to the music of salsa,mambo and rumba...And I'm also going to take European dance classes that I've also taken last year so beloves Tango,here I come!!!!:)






*I hope all of you have also painted a big smile on your face!! :)

**20 readers!?!Thank you all!!You are soooooo sweet!!

All yours..<3

Blog award!!! :)

First of all I really need to thank Xrusafh for this lovely award!!I'm extremely happy because it's my first one...:)
Now,I have to tell you seven facts about myself and then I'll hand it over to fifteen bloggers...

1.I'm generally a person who enjoys meeting new people and I open up easily to others which is both good and bad...But at first it's a bit  difficult for me to show the real me...
2.I really want to be an English teacher it's something like "my dream job" and I've wanted that since I was eight years old...
3.I'm in love with a boy whom I've  known  for almost four years and in theese four years we've been together for one year and a half but now we've broken up...
4.I really like cooking...mostly sweets..It's like a psycotherapy for me...And no,I don't eat them all by myself...I do them mostly to improve that I can actually cook..
5.Since i was a little kid I've been mixing with all kind of sports...Swimming,Running,Dancing...And now,after 16 and a half years I've decided that dancing(latin classes) and basketball work fine for me...
6.I hate feeling lonely...Sometimes I like being alone but being alone doesn't mean feeling lonely...
7.I think of myself as a winter child(maybe because I was born in February)...I love Christmas...I love the sound and the smeel of the rain and as you've already know,I love tea...

So...these are some facts about me...
Now...I'm going to hand this blog award to the following blogs...:
1.*K!$@ F.M.=)
2.Butterflies in my stomach
3.Electronic Nightsky
4.LittleBlackFairy*
5.HLO Punkery
6.Ο Μικρός Κόσμος της Sof..=)
7.Smiling girl:)
8.Teenspot95.com
9.Today is not like Yesterday;)
10.Αυτή που περνάει...
11.Ονειροπολώ [?]
12.Ταξιδιάρα ψυχή*
13.*μην αφήσεις τα όνειρα να χαθούν*
14.BiScoto
15.Ανάμεσα στις σκέψεις

Is winter getting closer or is it my imagination???

As days go by the weather starts changing...Until last week we could even go to the sea but two days now,the weather looks exactly as it should be!!!Ok,I love summer but in Crete,it lasts long and even though someone may think that that's great well...it's not...at least for me....

We miss winter here...we miss cold...we miss the rain...we never see snow...Yeah,the last one is a fact...So,as you can understand we almost never feel the sweet winter chill...But I'm glad that right now it feels like autumn...Our autumn usually looks like spring (except for the flowers and the allergies)...

Yesterday I felt the climat changing and I actually started the usual "celebration" I do everytime I feel that winter's getting closer...My hands and my toes were cold(as they usually are in winter),so I wore socks and I was walking inside the house just by wearing them..Of course I was wearing a jacket and underneath my rolling stone's tee-shirt...I actually drunk the first tea of the year yesterday and I was really excited about it!!The sweet taste of english breakfast tea rolling down my neck made everything seem better...And how could I forget the soft light of the candles...No,I couldn't acceot staying with the lights on at such a night...so our living room was filled with the pale candle light....The rain was hitting the windows solemly creating my beloved sound...

And that's how I welcomed the soon-coming winter...I really look forward to that...I don't know why...Maybe it's because of christmas(I'm going a little too far...in 74 days!! ^_^ )...Or maybe I've missed the warmth of the fireplace...Oh,I don't know....maybe I've missed the whole thing!!One thing is for sure...I'll be the one of the first people to welcome it and one of the first that will want summer back...But until then,cheers to winter-autumn and the fascinating feeling of the rain,the dark colours and the warm cups of tea...

All yours...<3

Teenage years alphabet....(Part 3)

It's our time to make Revolution..and no matter how stupid it may sound,we all have inside us a person that's ready to fight..Well,that person is released during the teenage years...So scream,laugh out loud,escape from the misery...All these simple things make each day seem different and full of "adventure"...So make Revolution!!

As I said earlier...Scream!!!!!!Shout!!!etc...It's your time and your opportunity to Stand up for what you believe in...even if that means Standing alone...You have to defend yourselves...oh and something else...one of the worst things during the teenage years are the Secrets you hide...Sometimes you are afraid to reveal them and that's normal but be careful,the person which you'll choose to reveal them must be trustfull...or else you 're propably going to end up regreting it...

Try to get the best out of every day...It can be Tough but believe me it's worth it...Of course no one is able to gain new experiences every day but we can create memories...even if some of them may end up bittersweet...

It's a fact that most teenagers think that they are Ugly...But it's so Unfair because that's just a stereotype that the media are trying to promote...I believe that everyone is pretty...differently pretty...And as they say,we should celebrate our individuality and not be ashamed of it...

Time is Valuable..and we're realizing it now...When you have 7 hours of school every day and then you have to go to your private lessons,you learn to Value every single moment of tha calmness that's offered...

Adding to what I wrote before...time is indeed valuable so we shouldn't Waste it stupidly...But it's kind of hard because sometimes you start thinking about other things and one thing leads to another and as a result you loose everything...And I must say that recently I get that a lot...And usually when that happens I prefer the Warmth of my bed rather than the ancient greek books that rest on my desk...

*Well,that's the end..I know I've skipped 3 letters but i just couldn't find the right words to descibe a situation...So I guess that's it...
**That's all from me....Oh,and don''t forget to smile!! :)

Teenage years alphabet...(Part 2)

Our heads are filled with Inspiration....And we express it through different ways...Some write songs about it,some play a musical instrument,some dance....Nomatter how sommeone uses his/her inspiration it's always unique...

Well,I'd say Jealousy because no other word that starts from J comes to my head...But it doesn't actually suit here...I mean we can be jealous all through our life...It's just that at teenage years we try to avoid it or try to revenge....

And here comes our first Kissing experience!!!I mean ok we've all been Kissed in the kindergarden for example or in primary school but now it's totally different!!!!Now you actually care whether you did it right or not or if the other one liked it...It's such an amazing experience...And it's just great...all those things you feel when you are Kissed by the boy/girl you like..Providing he/she is a good kisser of course....

Relationships are made...some of them end up broken because of Lies...Ans somehow even people who fit perfectly together lie to each other and as a result everything turns into dust...Not only between lovers,but also between friends...And here comes Loneliness...A feeling that we've all pretty much have felt...Because no matter haw many friends you have,you'll find yourself alone at one place...And it's not always as bad as it sounds...It helps you communicate better with yourself sometimes...

Music...it's like the best consultor..It calms us down,it brings us up when we feel like everything is ruined,it helps us cure the wounds inside us...We feel that some songs are written especially for us and what we've been through...I definitely believe that...Oh,and I wish our school exams had to do with lyrics...

I couldn't find any other word starting with N...The only one that cames to my mind is Nicknames...And I find it correct at some point...Well,we also had nicknames in primary schools but from the nicknames you are going to get in high school depends your population too...Well,that doesn't happen a lot here in greece....I've seen it happening in American movies but anyway...Mine used to be Candia...right now I don't think I actually have one...except for Nadje...

We refuse to Obey in rules because we think that they are stupid...So generally we Object,we want things to happen our own way...we want to create our own world...But of course at some point we are Obliged to leave everything behind and stick to the rules...But it's ok...we are used to it...

We think that our life is filled with Passion...Trying to get something nice out of everything while trying to spread the passion and the thirst we have for life...At some points everything seems Perfect,until we realize that everything has two sides...One of happiness and one of Pain...

*So,I guess that was the second part,even though I must admit I'm not fully satisfied with it...Anyway there will be a part three obviously...Hopefully soon because I also want to write something different....

**Lot's of kisses to your smiling faces...:) :*