Have a great month!!!!
So,here comes December for one more time...The truth is that I've always been very excited about this month mostly because of Christmas...But this year,I'm not so sure..It's like something is keeping me down...
This month,last year we started a new relationship that didn't end as I expected and I know that I shouldn't be writting these but I feel the need to and it's the last time I do something like that...I do feel hurt and I don't know why,because deep inside me I've accepted the fact that it's over...But is it???Will it ever be???Or are you going to come back one day and of course I'll run and pretend that nothing happened??It's just like I'm addicted to you..to our relationship...But it's all a game of the brain and I've started to realise that it's not that hard to controll your brain and your thougths...So for now you belong in the past...And I do miss you,but you've left me empty and I've learned to live with that...
Anyway,let's move on to something different(?)...This month reminds me of one of my favorite cartoon movies which is Anastasia...And it's about love(ironic I know...).It's like as if this movie can take me to cold Russia wit hthe amazing songs of Anastasia and her amazing story hat has made me love her since I was a little child...Of course the thing I like most is hes dresses and of course the guy she falls in love with...I think I should watch it again one time soon....
So,I really hope for december to be a good month...Full of surprises for all of us...But what I really need is faces full of smiles all around me,sweet hugs while it's cold,drinking huge cups of cappucino and wishing for an easy ancient greek test(because I won't bear a difficult one)...
May your December be sweeter than hot chocolate,more decorated than a Christamas tree and happier that Santa's elves...:) (I know that it's too Christmas and it's too early but I'm inspired by the climate all around me...)
All yours...
So,here comes December for one more time...The truth is that I've always been very excited about this month mostly because of Christmas...But this year,I'm not so sure..It's like something is keeping me down...
This month,last year we started a new relationship that didn't end as I expected and I know that I shouldn't be writting these but I feel the need to and it's the last time I do something like that...I do feel hurt and I don't know why,because deep inside me I've accepted the fact that it's over...But is it???Will it ever be???Or are you going to come back one day and of course I'll run and pretend that nothing happened??It's just like I'm addicted to you..to our relationship...But it's all a game of the brain and I've started to realise that it's not that hard to controll your brain and your thougths...So for now you belong in the past...And I do miss you,but you've left me empty and I've learned to live with that...
Anyway,let's move on to something different(?)...This month reminds me of one of my favorite cartoon movies which is Anastasia...And it's about love(ironic I know...).It's like as if this movie can take me to cold Russia wit hthe amazing songs of Anastasia and her amazing story hat has made me love her since I was a little child...Of course the thing I like most is hes dresses and of course the guy she falls in love with...I think I should watch it again one time soon....
May your December be sweeter than hot chocolate,more decorated than a Christamas tree and happier that Santa's elves...:) (I know that it's too Christmas and it's too early but I'm inspired by the climate all around me...)
Ναντια.Μην αφήνεις κανένα να σε κάνει να νομίζεις ότι εξαρτάσαι από αυτόν. Το ξέρω ότι έχετε πολλήηηηηηηηη ιστορία,αλλά...θα σου έλεγα οτι υπάρχουν πολύ πιο σημαντικά πράγματα αλλά δεν ακούγεται σωστό.Απλά να θυμάσαι ότι υπάρχουν και άλλοι άνθρωποι που σαγαπάνε και πρέπει να ζεις τη στιγμή (και άλλα κλισέ που ξέρεις πολύ καλά). Πραγματικά δεν ξέρω τι να σου πω, αλλά νομίζω πρέπει να κατεβούμε για μια ομαδική ψυχανάλυση :D
ReplyDeleteόσο για την αναστασία, αργησε πολύ να μου αρέσει ,γιατί αρχικα το φοβόμουν το όλο σκηνικό με τον ρασπούτιν που έβγαζε τα δάχτυλα του :P αλλά ακόμα με μελαγχολει η ιστορία... δες εδώ http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Grand_Duchess_Anastasia_Nikolaevna_of_Russia ! είναι πολύ ουάου.
φιλάκια ναντί μου!
Εχω ακουσει οτι ειναι πολυ ωραια η ταινια, ειναι η αγαπημενη της Λιζας βασικα αλλα εγω δεν την εχω δει αν και θελω... ^^
ReplyDeleteΟποτε ξερεις τι πρεπει να προτεινεις :P xD
Όσο για το λιγοτερο χαρουμενο κομματι του post..Καταλαβαινω πως ειναι, ξερω πανω κατω πως μπορει να νιωθεις αλλα δεν ξερω τι μπορω να σου πω για να νιωσεις καλυτερα γιατι ξερω πως και στη δικη μου περιπτωση ειναι καθαρα δικο μου θεμα το αν θα αποφασισω να το ξεπερασω κλπ, οπως επισης και θεμα χρονου..
Ομως να ξερεις οτι εμεις οι φιλοι σου μπορουμε να αναπληρωσουμε την αγαπη που λειπει απο εκει που θα την ηθελες, με διαφοερτικο τροπο φυσικα..
Ομως σ'αγαπαμε πολυ και ειμαστε διπλα σου :** <3
Have a very sweet December, too, my beautiful butterfly <3...
I think that I know who's the jerk,that you miss so much..:S
ReplyDeleteI know this feeling,I've learned to live with it more than a year now..And Im still NOT used to it.Of course you had something more..but life goes on..I think you deserve something better:)
I've watched the movie too.Awseome!*.*
Have a great month honey!<3
You are sooo sweet!!!All the three of you..:)
ReplyDeleteMagda:I don't know what to say,you know everything because you've always been there for me and I'm sooo happy about that!!We should really meet one day soon.I've missed you and I've got so many things to tell you..By the way I remember that you liked the other Anastasia movie(the one with the musical instruments)and you thought it was emotional..Well,I prefer this one..:P I read it and mercy!!!Scandals everywhere!!:) Love you Magdi!!<3
Polina:We'll watch it someday,I promise!!And I know that you are there and I'm really happy about that and actually I can't imagine my life without you anymore...<3
Mirto:Yes,I know that you know for whom I'm writing and it's unfair for him too because ok he choosed that and I have to live with that even though I hate it...As for the getting over part I do think that it's part of the brain.I know that I'm never going to stop liking him because this was my first real relationship but if you try not to think about it so much then everything looks better..But no matter what happens just be yourself and smile..:) Have a great month too..<3