Undergraduating expectations..*.*

It's alittle bit too early to write something about that but I've been thinking about it a lot recently...In almost one and a half year I'm going to graduate from high-school and until then one thing will be written everywhere and that's STUDYING!!I really don't know how an I going to get through with it..It's not that I'm on a big pressure right now but I see friends and realtives who are one year older than me and I get a bit nervous about how it's gonna be like...So,the only thing that makes me happy when I think about all these is dreaming about my new life when I'll graduate from school and start my college life...

First of all,I'm gonna dye my hair red...Dark red because all the others won't look good on me(yeah,I do have dark hair colour even though my skin is white)..Either that or I'll have red highlights..I haven't desided yet.The sure thing is that I'm going to be a redhead..and I'm planing to do that next summer while I'll be on vacation at Corfu(it's not for sure but I really hope it will happen)

Another thing is having one more piercing..I already have my nose pierced  and it's not that I don't like it but I think that it's too ordinary after all...So,next stop is lips..I really want to pierce the right down side of my lips and I think that it would be great!And if it's not then...-.-

It's also known that while you're at the university you can go travelling with a program for free for one year...I've already made my decision!!London here I come(for one more time <3)!!I can't wait to go there again!!Magda I'll take you with me too!!

As for my house,I want to decorate it in order to remind England..I know,it's like I'm addicted to this country bu it's a fact that it's amazing...The flag,the colours,the people,the clothes..I find almost everything wonderfull and I've been dreaming of having a London-styled appartment which will of course have cupcakes and tea...

And last but not least,I want to make a collage with photos from my whole life..Photos of poeple who mean the world to me,photos of the ones which have been by my side,photos that state the wonderfull time I've been having and ones that will always make me cry...I want to create a wall full of photos and I'm pretty sure that in the end it will be worth it...

*And of course being at the unniversity means having fun,meeting people,partying,studying a little bit,leaving on your own and being yourself!!!And even though I'm not sure if all my expectations will come true,the last ones certainly will...

Have fun you happy people!! :)

And to those who deal with difficult situations because they have to study hard this year in order to pass in a university I'm wishing you luck,courage and hope you always have time for smiles...:)

The Dark Blue fairytale...

It was a cold rainy night..The weather was like that recently...She was in vacation with her family...Her name was Lora,she was a 17 years old red-haired girl...She met someone over there,a local boy called Max...She wasn't very happy though because she didn't believe in relationships,so that was her secret...One night she decided to take a walk at the port that was near the hotel they were staying..It was also a chance to meet Max for the last time...The port was made of wood and there weren't a lot of ships around,as for people,there wasn't a soul...She started walking up and down in order to feel better...But something did scare her...At some point she heard someone walking behind her...She thought it was him,so she turned around to greet him...

And she saw a man..she couldn't see his face because of the dark but he was holding something in his hand...Something sharp and shiny..So when the moonlight hit it she finally show that the mysterious man was holding a knife...She started running to get away from him in panic even though she knew that at some point the port would end and the only thing that was beyond was the sea..It started raining and she could still hear his steps behind her...He wasn't running but he was definitely following...At some point she reached the end of the port,she stopped but she didn't have time to think so she jumped into the water...At first she thought about staying in the sea until dawn hoping that the waves would get her to the shore but then she realized that it was a stupid plan...She found something from which she could hold on and she climbed towards the port...She made it...She started walking furiously when she heard someone talking..She was afraid it could be him again but he wasn't..It was a girl's voice..She reached over there and she saw a woman dressed in red.."are you alright??"asked the woman,"you look terrified"..."Yes,I'm ok..it's just that I saw something and I was paniked"..."You saw him right??Don't worry,you are not the only one..he has been here for quite a long time but he hasn't actually killed anyone...but if you saw him then it means something..".."No it means nothing...look I have to go.."said Lora and left...She got at her hotel room and she couldn't stop thinking if the man she saw was real and if he had been after her for some reason....

How can our life be ours if it is controlled by fear??

Dirty Little Secrets...

So,as the girl in the picture says we ALL have secrets...And it's the truth even though we are afraid to admit it sometimes because we are so emotionally attached on someone,like a person of our family,a friend or a boyfriend/girlfriend...But relax...you don't have to fell guilty about (all of) them...

Me??Do I have??A lot...And most of the time I don't want to deal with them..I just leave them in the back of my mind hoping that one day I'll actually clear my mind of them but this day doesn't seem to come,for now at least...Sometimes I think that maybe I'll forget about them and they'll get lost but that can't happen,because even our secrets are a part of ourself...Some of mine have been revealed and it wasn't comforting at all..I believe that if you want to admit something then you have to do it yourself because if someone else finds out and then starts asking everything gets messed up and it's really hard to explain...

They say that every person is a mirror and secrets-lies are the stains that by time start to appear on its surface...But how can we keep our mirror completely stainless??It's impossible...I'm not talking about living a life full of secrets but there must be some...If you don't have them then you have no personal life...When was the last time you cried at night trying to make no sound because you didn't want to be heard?When was the last time you thought about the past when everyone told you to move on??When was the last time you did something without your parents permission because you knew their reactions??All these things are secrets...

And now something completely irrelevant...I'm studying for mt austronomy test this week and I'm like sooooo excited because this thing called space is full of surprises...So I was looking for some pictures and I found these amazing ones(It's not that I had never seen a space picture before but it's awesome when you know what's going on out there!!)

So,everyone keep dreaming,keep hoping,keep believing...And shhhhhhhhh...don't forget to keep your secrets well guarded..:)

*Who wouldn't like to be an austronaut if he/she could see an image like this live???

All yours...

New Year=New Start=New Problems??

First of all Happy New Year everyone!!!!!I really hope you've spent the last day of 2011 with excitement..I had a great time..Actually I wanted 2011 to end because let's face it,I don't think anyone liked this year...It's not only one thing that made it suck,it was a combination of things...I spent the last night of the year wearing a black dress with the sign of England,a breezer in my hand and three very sweet girls by my side!!Of course I spent the rest of the day(before the Eve's night) listening to Nickelback(what else??) and cooking with my mum...

But this is not supposed to be a post about my New Year's Eve...It's about the changes that this year brings(?)...Actually,we think about it as a whole new thing but is it??I mean the only thing that changed in my life is the fourth number in the calendar...But as most of the people I think about it as a whole new thing,a whole new start...It's the decision time..We make goals and new hopes but that doesn't mean that the old ones have changed or dissappeared..

The only decision I've taken for this year is to be as happy as I can...But it's something I always want for myself so it's not a life-changing decision..Let's see...I want to concentrate more because especially during the Christmas holidays I find it almost impossible to study...I don't want to be a better person,only because I know that I can't..even if I say I'm going to be one I forget it after a few days so there is no point of setting this target...I want to make sweets!!!A lot of them...What else??Oh,I know..I want to be a less emotional person because it looks like I've left my logic sleeping for a long time and I need to wake her up...

As for the problems..Unfrtunately we always deal and have to face them..And there are always problems that follow us since the last year...Even thought I think that I haven't left any of those for this year..But some new are going to come up so I'm prepared to knock them down(Even though I'm not completely sure I can do that)...

I really wish for a great year...If I could draw it the way I want it to be than it'd be like a little fairytale...But my little cloud made of fairy dust begins to fade away..I'm not going to be lost without it..I'm just going to lose some of its magic..And I really need some magic this year...So,when I feel like there's no magic left in this world I'll blog...And when I'm overdosed with magic I'll also blog to also fill your little hearts with some of my magic...

"There is magic everywhere...If someone remembers to turn the light on..."

Keep dreaming,Smiling,Hoping and searching for your own kind of magic...

Happy New Year full of passion and excitement!!