Let the rain come down and wash away my tears...

Well,the title doesn't actually represent my mood because I'm very happy,for some unknown reason,I just got it from a song and because I liked it I used it.Anyway,so it's been a tough week but today and tommorow i won't have any private lessons(yeah!!!) so I've got plenty of free time that I'm not willing to spend on studying..

When I was a little girl(about 5-6 years old) I had this idea/theory about the rain.It was like the best way to hide when you were feeling unhappy and especially when you were crying.The rain drops would hide every little tear that could come out of your eyes.And it's normal because you get wet anyway.So,everytime I was sad and I wanted to cry and outside it was raining I was choosing the rain.It really worked.When you are outside no one asks you why were you crying so,no explanations needed.Of course they were wondering what were you doing outside when you could get wet in like 2 minutes.But it's easy to find an explanation about that.

I haven't done that for a lot of years now.But to tell you the truth everytime it rains I think about it and laugh to myself.How many silly things were we doing when we were little and back then we thought that it was so clever of us??I was also thinking about that today because here it's raining like crazy...Plus I had to go and give blood for a blood test and I came back soaking wet!Just keep your fingers cross that the results will be as I wish for them to be.

Hoping you little readers won't need the rain for covering your tears because I really wish for you not to change your smiling face because of your tears...^_^

All yours...

Don't ever change...For anybody

It's been a while since I've last written.It's not that I don't have the time but I feel like I've got nothing interesting to write...But not today..Well,I think I've already written something about changing in my first posts but whatever...This post is about relationships(mostly) in which you sometimes have to change..

I really don't know why this is happening.I mean,you are your own person right??and when you are in a relationship the other one is with you because you are yourself...But if that's true then how come he/she asks you to change in order to fit his/her taste??You were his/her taste so what's the difference now??I hate this thing..I really do...If you have to be in a relationship and lose yourself then it's better to remain single.

Plus,you don't belong to him/her...So,no one gave them the right to judge you and finally to find that you are not good enough for them...It's like you once were the ideal match and all of a sudden the whole word came upside down and everything's wrong?Come on let's be reasonable...it's better to say that I'm breaking up with you cause I'm bored than use this stupid excuse...

And now about those boys?girls who say "I miss the old you" or "I can't recognise you anymore"...Guess what...You can!!!It's the same person!!It's just that you pretended being blind and that's why you "weren't able" to see some things.Well,sometimes people do change but it's not forever..It's just that something happened to them and they forced themselves to change but deep inside they are the same...

And now let's talk about you...The amazing you...How many times have you found yourself crying at nights just because someone told you that you're not good enough??How many times have you thought that you are not skinny/tall or beautiful enough??How many times have you promised to yourself that you'll change,not because you actually want to but because someone else told you should??I know the answer...I've been in the same place...But in these 17 years I've taken some decisions...And one of them is that I'm my own person and that I don't belong to anyone,so no one can tell me I'm not good enough!!!

You smiling people...Please don't change...I know it seems impossible sometimes but what do you need??Faith in yourself...and if you don't believe in it then who is going to???And people gonna hurt you,so at least choose the ones worth suffering for...

*And now something to cheer you up..:)

'Cause faith is so hard to find...

"Believe it or not everyone have things that they hide" 
How true...As I've already told in another post we all have secrets...And sometimes even though it seems weird we have secrets even from ourself sometimes...It's called guilt I think...So,don't forget that no matter how close you can be to someone there will always be things untold...Because even if you trust the other more than anyone else,there will always be this secret side of yourself,so take good care of it...

"Believe it or not everyone keeps most things inside"
Kind of fits the one above...There are times when you want to say something or better to SCREAM it out loud..But you don't..ever wondered why??it's like you've got something inside you that prevents some things from happening...Or you stop yourself because you don't want to hurt someone with what you want to say...And of course there are the feelings that some people want to have them hidden for some way...I think it's about time to let ourselves free...without doubt,just scream out loud whatever comes to your mind!Life looks so much better then!!

"Believe it or not everyone believes in something above"
Even people who say that there's nothing to believe in they're wrong...I don't know if the thing above us is called God,Jesus,Buddha,Zeus or whatever...Maybe it's the need we feel to believe that there is someone up there watching us,taking care of us,making us pay for our mistakes...I can't describe myself as someone religious but there are times when I think about it...I used to believe in destiny once...I still do,but I don't think it counts as a religion..

"Believe it or not everyone needs to feel loved"
I think that I don't need to explain that...who doesn't want to be "surrounded" by love..By people he/she loves and love him/her back...Sometimes love doesn't even need to be expressed with words...It's not what you say,it's what you feel and if that's love then don't worry,it will find the way to be seen..

*So,both the headline and the first lines are taken by Nickelback's song "Believe it or not"..One of my favorite songs recently...And all I can say is thanks for the inspirstion that it seemed like I'd lost it..:)

All yours...